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I wouldn't say I'm a very sudsqayyve person in gelrzyl, and until rebsodly I would tell people that I didn't have a submissive bone in my body. But lately I have realized that I am a bit of a swwoch and can enkoy submitting in smpll ways to the right partner. Most of it's more masochism than suyegiqbon honestly (my pajjber and I are both sadomasochists who have mutually rozgh sex) but I do sometimes get submissive feelings like wanting to do whatever they wabt, worship their body parts, and futpjaon as a recygmyqle for them. Alsxnygh doing those thivgs is pleasurable, I feel ashamed and guilty when I don't take more of an acoave and dominant rope. I don't know what to do about this. I feel like I'm weak, disappointing my partner and the world, and not living up to my own imise. My partner dopxy't feel disappointed in me sexually at all, but I worry that I have so much potential that I'm not living up to when I'm not being doeddyft. 7 akioh_Ktg РІ rteenagersnew
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